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Emotional Workbook

by Saccarin

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Mr Le Wooz clumsy enough to be romantically touching. Favorite track: The Registry of middle school crushes.
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1.
She's out now Glowing eyes She's radiant All is bright That one day Under the pines We danced till it was night
2.
Years she spent boiling inside Doping her pain with time Friends were good but not helpful Trapped in the same cages But life has surprises Things turn out fine sometimes Her face is on screen now Smiling with pride She's out now Glowing eyes She's radiant All is bright All is bright all is bright all is bright allisbright
3.
Privilege 04:44
Walked in circles tonight But couldn’t get the sense of things Oh god you’re gone now With the stonehead who doesn’t even care All I see is aimless people wasting their lifetime on cheap wine And you’re too scared to reveal even the smallest bright angle of sky hidden in there I know there is something that moves you to tears, so why do you keep stepping on others fears Wordless music will always win Cause wordless music is easier to get over with No misunderstanding, no double entendre The dullness you feel is really only up to you How did this happen, how can this be? It’s not about the melody You’ve complained enough, you’ve complained enough Now it’s time to act You’re never still, yet I’m afraid you’re not moving an inch You feel so entitled to judge, anybody’s nonconforming behavior You expect me to share your assumptions, but sadly I didn’t even get your jokes Handling my privilege is enough, I can’t stand your sterile defiance I know there is something that moves you to tears, so why do you keep stepping on others fears Wordless music will always win Cause wordless music is easier to get over with No misunderstanding, no double entendre The dullness you feel is really only up to you How did this happen, how can this be? It’s not about the melody You’ve complained enough, you’ve complained enough Now it’s time to act
4.
You know I never meant to upset you When I said that I love that you’re weird as fuck I’m grateful to the gods that sent you Cause it’s no secret I can’t find the one The registry of middle school crushes 567 pounds of molasses 7000 pages of maudlin delusions Oh I miss that Dancing to the slow songs In the snow storm Holding your hand while We walk on the moon Spending all time in class Drawing hearts for you The registry of middle school crushes 567 pounds of molasses 7000 pages of maudlin delusions And I miss that Oh I miss that Oh I miss that Oh I miss that Oh I miss that Oh I miss thaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
5.
Hide with me 02:50
Remember when you told me you loved me In front of all those strangers at the station That moment of bliss is gone now Take me home then, make me feel it’s worth Hide with me then, hide with me when the storm comes I fear the unstoppable coming of everyday habits I feel comfortable now, but I have much more to lose Should be ok but it’s something I can’t choose Take me home then, make me feel it’s worth Hide with me then, hide with me when the storm comes
6.
Secret place 06:58
I looked everywhere for you, and I ended up here It’s been a while now, yet things haven’t sorted out I find myself alone, trying not to be lonely and I Keep thinking about us, about everything that matters About all of the fights, about all the mess inside At least it taught me one thing, that not everything disappears I can scream and nobody hears me I can scream and nobody hears me I come here whenever I want it I can scream and nobody hears me I leapt into the waterfall, swallowed in a quiet roar I dove until I got on top of the clouds No more land, just a bright vital feeling then I spent the rest of my life with myself But I came back and I was just grateful This place is crowned, it’s going to be my hideaway I can scream and nobody hears me I can scream and nobody hears me I come here whenever I want it I can scream and nobody hears me I’m the only one in the world, and it’s all I need I scraped the rage off my throat, got rid of the pain I can scream and nobody hears me I can scream and nobody hears me I can scream and nobody hears me
7.
I dreamt about you last night, just like every other night in the past couple of months. You were conspiring with me, as we were travelling the world together and having the time of our lives. Then the dream got darker and darker and it shifted to a frightening misty air. I sought shelter and I found that same old cabin by the pond. It was then that I felt the need to reach you And it was so strong that I opened a breach in the sky. You were on the other side and I felt your touch in the shimmering light It was our emotional quantum entanglement: our love ripped the universe apart. Our special bond pulled us back together bending the space-time, and then we felt safe But it’s not enough September foresaw all possible futures and none would comply Whatever the impulse, the outcome is always the same. I saw my father’s reflection in the sky. He was speechless and it was night, he stole something or someone from the other side. I’d like to go back to that time when our lips almost touched, when you helped me to get up and retrieve my glass heart. I was ready (I was ready) to let go of my defense, to part from all the angst that I felt But I didn't realize you were shining so bright, you were supposed to be on the other side. Now it’s all so complicated (and now it’s all so complicated), our exceptional gifts are gone (a normal life is so so scary) The doctors stepped aside and I’m happy to see myself in her fabulous child. I’d like to go back to that time when our lips almost touched, when it felt like everything was falling in line (I’d like to go back to that moment when it felt like it was over)
8.
Clumsy 03:42
Lately I noticed how the words that you speak They no more harmonize with my strings When you disclose yourself with the greatest excitement I feel ashamed cause I can’t hear you It’s been a long time Since I felt I meant something I take you, I leave you I reach you, I run And I melt on the spot To be honest you’re not better But we always find each other in the end It was just last night that you left me It was just last night that you despised me It was just last night that you were in love with me You know I don’t know how to let go You know I don’t know how to let go You used it against me, and how could I blame you You know I get so weak when you hug me That I get so fragile whenever you kiss me I’ve been wanting to leave for quite some time But I couldn’t, cause it’s hard to say goodbye I want to fade away (fade away) I want to fade away (fade away) I want to fade away (fade away) I want to fade away (fade away) I take you, I leave you I reach you, I run And I melt on the spot To be honest you’re not better But we always find each other in the end I take you, I leave you I reach you, I run And I melt on the spot To be honest you’re not better But we always find each other in the end
9.
Bunk bed 04:14
I wonder what I would think I do not remember what echoed inside I just recall the constant fear of dying Darkness surrounding the freshly dug grave The remnants of a faceless body Unsettling silence all around me Frightened to cross someone’s sight Frightened I forgot how to remember I forgot how to remember I forgot how to remember what I felt I wonder what I would think I do not remember what echoed inside I forgot how to remember (how to remember) I forgot how to remember (how to remember) I forgot how to remember (how to remember)
10.
Psycho 05:30
Distant voices Moving shadows Behind the door My eyes can’t close Boiling water It already hurts There’s no way out I made it worse Deep inside My secret fight You don’t get it You don’t get to decide Stop it now It hurts so bad You just see me As a nauseous rugrat I’m not sick I’m not a psycho You turned your back And I won’t forget Hard and harder (gets harder with every mark) With every mark (every time every mark) Each time it gives me (it gives me relief…) Relief from your grasp (…from your grasp) Came so close To shut it off To run the risk Of electric shock Made you harmless Before too late You can’t touch me In any way (any more) Stop it now It hurts so bad You just see me As a nauseous rugrat I’m not sick I’m not a psycho You turned your back And I won’t forget Stop it now Stop it now Stop it now Stop it now.

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Scritto da Luca Baldinazzo fra il 2015 e il 2016.

Registrato da Luca in mansarda, a Vicenza, negli ultimi mesi del 2016.
Batteria registrata da Bernardo Armanni con Botcha Panotcha in sala prove, a Trento, a febbraio 2016.
Mixato e masterizzato a Trento nella primavera del 2017.

Non sarei riuscito a fare questo senza l’aiuto e il supporto di Bernardo, Margherita e Riccardo, Falegnameria sonora, Giordana, Aaron, Francia, mamma, papà e Alessia, e te che ascolti.

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released May 10, 2017

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