Emotional Workbook

by Saccarin

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Scritto da Luca Baldinazzo fra il 2015 e il 2016.

Registrato da Luca in mansarda, a Vicenza, negli ultimi mesi del 2016.
Batteria registrata da Bernardo Armanni con Botcha Panotcha in sala prove, a Trento, a febbraio 2016.
Mixato e masterizzato a Trento nella primavera del 2017.

Non sarei riuscito a fare questo senza l’aiuto e il supporto di Bernardo, Margherita e Riccardo, Falegnameria sonora, Giordana, Aaron, Francia, mamma, papà e Alessia, e te che ascolti.

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released May 10, 2017

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Track Name: Glowing eyes, pt.1
She's out now
Glowing eyes
She's radiant
All is bright
That one day
Under the pines
We danced
till it was night
Track Name: Glowing eyes, pt. 2
Years she spent boiling inside
Doping her pain with time
Friends were good but not helpful
Trapped in the same cages

But life has surprises
Things turn out fine sometimes
Her face is on screen now
Smiling with pride

She's out now
Glowing eyes
She's radiant
All is bright
All is bright all is bright all is bright allisbright
Track Name: Privilege
Walked in circles tonight
But couldn’t get the sense of things
Oh god you’re gone now
With the stonehead who doesn’t even care
All I see is aimless people wasting their lifetime on cheap wine
And you’re too scared to reveal even the smallest bright angle of sky hidden in there
I know there is something that moves you to tears, so why do you keep stepping on others fears

Wordless music will always win
Cause wordless music is easier to get over with
No misunderstanding, no double entendre
The dullness you feel is really only up to you

How did this happen, how can this be?
It’s not about the melody
You’ve complained enough, you’ve complained enough
Now it’s time to act

You’re never still, yet I’m afraid you’re not moving an inch
You feel so entitled to judge, anybody’s nonconforming behavior
You expect me to share your assumptions, but sadly I didn’t even get your jokes
Handling my privilege is enough, I can’t stand your sterile defiance
I know there is something that moves you to tears, so why do you keep stepping on others fears

Wordless music will always win
Cause wordless music is easier to get over with
No misunderstanding, no double entendre
The dullness you feel is really only up to you

How did this happen, how can this be?
It’s not about the melody
You’ve complained enough, you’ve complained enough
Now it’s time to act
Track Name: The Registry of middle school crushes
You know I never meant to upset you
When I said that I love that you’re weird as fuck
I’m grateful to the gods that sent you
Cause it’s no secret I can’t find the one

The registry of middle school crushes
567 pounds of molasses
7000 pages of maudlin delusions
Oh I miss that

Dancing to the slow songs
In the snow storm
Holding your hand while
We walk on the moon
Spending all time in class
Drawing hearts for you

The registry of middle school crushes
567 pounds of molasses
7000 pages of maudlin delusions
And I miss that
Oh I miss that
Oh I miss that
Oh I miss that
Oh I miss that
Oh I miss thaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
Track Name: Hide with me
Remember when you told me you loved me
In front of all those strangers at the station
That moment of bliss is gone now

Take me home then, make me feel it’s worth
Hide with me then, hide with me when the storm comes

I fear the unstoppable coming of everyday habits
I feel comfortable now, but I have much more to lose
Should be ok but it’s something I can’t choose

Take me home then, make me feel it’s worth
Hide with me then, hide with me when the storm comes
Track Name: Secret place
I looked everywhere for you, and I ended up here
It’s been a while now, yet things haven’t sorted out
I find myself alone, trying not to be lonely and I
Keep thinking about us, about everything that matters
About all of the fights, about all the mess inside
At least it taught me one thing, that not everything disappears

I can scream and nobody hears me
I can scream and nobody hears me
I come here whenever I want it
I can scream and nobody hears me

I leapt into the waterfall, swallowed in a quiet roar
I dove until I got on top of the clouds
No more land, just a bright vital feeling then I
spent the rest of my life with myself
But I came back and I was just grateful
This place is crowned, it’s going to be my hideaway

I can scream and nobody hears me
I can scream and nobody hears me
I come here whenever I want it
I can scream and nobody hears me

I’m the only one in the world, and it’s all I need
I scraped the rage off my throat, got rid of the pain
I can scream and nobody hears me
I can scream and nobody hears me
I can scream and nobody hears me
Track Name: Emotional quantum entanglement
I dreamt about you last night, just like every other night in the past couple of months.
You were conspiring with me, as we were travelling the world together and having the time of our lives.

Then the dream got darker and darker and it shifted to a frightening misty air.
I sought shelter and I found that same old cabin by the pond.
It was then that I felt the need to reach you
And it was so strong that I opened a breach in the sky.
You were on the other side and I felt your touch in the shimmering light
It was our emotional quantum entanglement: our love ripped the universe apart.

Our special bond pulled us back together bending the space-time, and then we felt safe
But it’s not enough September foresaw all possible futures and none would comply
Whatever the impulse, the outcome is always the same.
I saw my father’s reflection in the sky. He was speechless and it was night, he stole something or someone from the other side.

I’d like to go back to that time when our lips almost touched, when you helped me to get up and retrieve my glass heart.
I was ready (I was ready) to let go of my defense, to part from all the angst that I felt
But I didn't realize you were shining so bright, you were supposed to be on the other side. Now it’s all so complicated (and now it’s all so complicated), our exceptional gifts are gone (a normal life is so so scary)
The doctors stepped aside and I’m happy to see myself in her fabulous child.
I’d like to go back to that time when our lips almost touched, when it felt like everything was falling in line (I’d like to go back to that moment when it felt like it was over)
Track Name: Clumsy
Lately I noticed how the words that you speak
They no more harmonize with my strings
When you disclose yourself with the greatest excitement
I feel ashamed cause I can’t hear you
It’s been a long time
Since I felt I meant something

I take you, I leave you
I reach you, I run
And I melt on the spot
To be honest you’re not better
But we always find each other in the end

It was just last night that you left me
It was just last night that you despised me
It was just last night that you were in love with me
You know I don’t know how to let go
You know I don’t know how to let go
You used it against me, and how could I blame you
You know I get so weak when you hug me
That I get so fragile whenever you kiss me
I’ve been wanting to leave for quite some time
But I couldn’t, cause it’s hard to say goodbye
I want to fade away (fade away)
I want to fade away (fade away)
I want to fade away (fade away)
I want to fade away (fade away)

I take you, I leave you
I reach you, I run
And I melt on the spot
To be honest you’re not better
But we always find each other in the end
I take you, I leave you
I reach you, I run
And I melt on the spot
To be honest you’re not better
But we always find each other in the end
Track Name: Bunk bed
I wonder what I would think
I do not remember what echoed inside
I just recall the constant fear of dying
Darkness surrounding the freshly dug grave

The remnants of a faceless body
Unsettling silence all around me
Frightened to cross someone’s sight
Frightened

I forgot how to remember
I forgot how to remember
I forgot how to remember what I felt

I wonder what I would think
I do not remember what echoed inside
I forgot how to remember (how to remember)
I forgot how to remember (how to remember)
I forgot how to remember (how to remember)
Track Name: Psycho
Distant voices
Moving shadows
Behind the door
My eyes can’t close
Boiling water
It already hurts
There’s no way out
I made it worse
Deep inside
My secret fight
You don’t get it
You don’t get to decide

Stop it now
It hurts so bad
You just see me
As a nauseous rugrat
I’m not sick
I’m not a psycho
You turned your back
And I won’t forget

Hard and harder (gets harder with every mark)
With every mark (every time every mark)
Each time it gives me (it gives me relief…)
Relief from your grasp (…from your grasp)

Came so close
To shut it off
To run the risk
Of electric shock
Made you harmless
Before too late
You can’t touch me
In any way (any more)

Stop it now
It hurts so bad
You just see me
As a nauseous rugrat
I’m not sick
I’m not a psycho
You turned your back
And I won’t forget
Stop it now
Stop it now
Stop it now
Stop it now.